My beloved son was to me lent not given , to bud on earth and bloom in heavan. Its 6am allmost on the 23/02/2009 , 19 years ago today since i first held you in my arms and surrended my heart to you forever Jace. It will son be 9 years since you died thats allmost as long as you lived for . I miss you so very very much baby and i love you more than any words can say i allways have and will. I woulg give anything to turn the clock back sweetpea, the biggest part of me died with you son the only thing still living and growing inside me is the pain and deep deep sadness and the eternal lonliness i have to endure every day now. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx